In many ways , forcing
youself to do something you don’t like is so hard for even an adult. But a baby
of two years old has done something made me losting in thought last night.
The story is : My
daughter has got ready for sleep in our bed yesterevening. Only two years old
of she is too young so that we have to wear her diaper. But every experienced
people knows wearing baby diaper is uncomfortable. So our princess said no to
us when we asked her if we can wear her diaper and go to sleep.Of course she
knew the feeling of diaper, but we had no choice ,so we went on trying
communication.
”If you don’t
take the baby diaper, you will wet the bed, and where shall you go to sleep ?”
“Go to aunt’s .”
“Well , you can
go to your aunt’s bed ,but where shall we go?”
“…” Our baby
become silent.
“Dad and mom
have to sleep in wet bed.”
After a moment
of silent ,she moved up her little legs . That’s meaning she has agreed. And we
wore her diaper smoothly.We lay beside her gratefully.
If you think the
story is end ,you will be wrong.
Moments later ,
our princess said she had to pee .
“Okey , let your
dad help you taking off the diaper and go to the closestool.”
“Myself.”
She took her
diaper off in seconds…
I have forgot
what happen later on , but something shocking my heart deeply.
It is difficult
to imagine how a baby of two years old can forcing herself to do something she
don’t like for others?Because I know she can stop it at any time if she want.
Forcing myself
to do something I won’t is so hard to me. I’m well versed in the world ,and
ponder over gain and loss.But in front of a baby’s soul, I feeled so small I
am.